Self doubt narrates failure before effort ever begins, even predicting disappointment to keep me safe and small,
Self-doubt grows louder and louder when mistaken for wisdom or even for realism,
And self doubt makes me wonder, what would I attempt to do if I stopped treating this voice as my own valid truth,
But self doubt is teaching me, all small or strong action weakens doubt more than thinking ever will…
Indecision spirals me into an endless cycle of evaluation, where my thoughts consume even my dreams,
Indecision spirals when you’re stuck, it can feel like you’re using up energy without getting anywhere worthwhile,
And indecision spirals makes me wonder, what if choosing imperfectly teaches me more than waiting indefinitely,
Indecision spirals, however, suggest that commitment generates forward momentum…
My fear freeze makes me believe that I must feel prepared before taking any calculated action,
My fear freeze hinders growth by demanding certainty that is never even imagined as attainable,
And my fear freeze wonders how often I’ve let fear cloud my judgment and think it’s actually even true,
However, my fear of freezing suggests that my courage is built up purely by taking action…
This proof I created is an evidence that I should stay present even when it was easier to just withdraw,
This proof I created replaces imagined failure with actual lived experience,
And this proof I created makes me ask, what if confidence is built by finishing just one small thing today,
However, the proof I have already made tells me something enduring, that creation is not a phase I outgrow, but a language I return to, and that I will always know what is mine because it carries my breath, my patience, my becoming.
Watchwords:
• Doubt is not command
• Commitment builds trust
• Motion dissolves fear
• Finish something small
• Claim your proof
Here is Tikatarot, who dares you to answer the question, “Who am I?”..
As and will always be reminding you to dream: