I think the thing is with creative people is that there is something inside them that MUST create. A little flame, a spark, that needs to be ignited to keep a creative's soul appeased. I create, therefore I am.

I recognize this and it has made me fall into smaller and sometimes bigger depressions every single year for a long time.

I shared your content on Listnerds to spread some positive vibes. Maybe you can consider joining at some point to promote your work.