I am writing another book. This one is about all the nutty dates I have when I was single and on three dating sites.
I am tossing some of the writings up here.. to see how they fair..
Let me know your thoughts.. please..
Thanks.. Mike
Fashion Model
I could not believe this girl wanted to meet me
she was immensely beautiful
what is beauty to the mind
the mind determines what it likes
a nose that lays on a face a certain way
or the laugh or eye color
we are so particular
and when the whole package does not chime
one little odd spice in the soup can destroy the whole
experience
the conversations with this girl before meeting were
bright, loving exciting
there was true excitement in the air
until she got out of her car to come in and meet me
without even seeing me I watched her walk
a walk that was not happy, not alive, not full of purpose
rather sad, depressed and cold
“ Hello I am kim.. “
no hand shake
no hug
no smile
no dimmer in the eye
no pouted chest
no head high
no energy
no pulse
no life
no way… how can this be
we sat and ate wings, a few drinks and pretended to form a friendship
which I knew would not last past the next hour
she would drive off and say let keep in touch, as would i
and that would be it
her best moment was in txt and a short talk
a day ago.. that was it
her best song
the rest is truth
cold , confused and going thru the motions
she wanted money
to fill her emptiness
she will find a lawyer
two cold bodies holding up cardboard beer cups
on a plastic front yard somewhere
Her photos were very well done
Beautiful eyes and face but something was not right
was that a tree next to her green pants or her butt
the next was the same, was that a rock or her?
I studied the photos like Sherlock Holmes
we met and i walked towards her and she was standing behind a car
here it was again the same mystery… unbelievable
until she stepped out, and stepped out and stepped out
her but was huge, i mean giant.
i looked at this and her and just wondered wow.. this poor girl
we went to the bar and had a few drinks
we talked she told me stories of her marriage and divorce
the whole time I am seeing this big butt and wondering
what the hell do you have to eat to maintain that
She then indicated she wanted me
you can tell, you just can
i thought, she with this but would be a fetish in itself
i had to see , i had to
we needed up in my car
her desire was primal as hell, and yes i fucked her from behind
i thought ok this is the biggest butt i will ever get this close too
and to this day it was and is
she left her panties in my car
texted me the next day and wanted a deep lover
wanted me
i felt like it was just us two that night only a pure hookup
i didn’t want round two…
the mind has ideas about body type
its horrible but so true
a certain body type we all admire and have to have
her body type will thrill tons i am sure
for me it was a curious fantasy
a mystery
a snake slid across the bar as we sat outside earlier
she jumped , i thought, I am that snake sneaky and slithering
unfolding a mystery in any way i could.