I don't usually comment, but I've never felt more connected to a post. And what can I say? I totally get you. It's like we're going through the exact same thing, and I don't know, but it kind of gave me a little hope.

And in my case I have realized that I also have a fear of uncertainty in addition to the fear of previous failures. Because, it's exactly like you said, if you had the money it wouldn't matter if what you're doing works or not, but when you're putting in everything you have, the fear that it won't turn out the way you want is quite big.

Because in the end no one can know the future, and we can't guarantee that what we're doing now will give us the results we want. So that uncertainty of whether it will work or not is something that has also affected me a lot. I wish you the best, and I hope you achieve the results you want, good luck ❤️