Ahhhh my friend..... I still mispelt your handle !!! I tried so hard to get it right without looking it up (as I ALWAYS have to do)

Major ducks are in a row... health, food and freedom so on that front very well thank you for asking. Very frustrated my good lady wants to return to South Africa (beautiful shit show) ... and that is what is freaking me out mentally. It is like walking in glue... cannot make decisions not knowing how soon she going to insist on returning.

We had a long parlay the other night and she reckons she will give it another year.... BUT I must find other accomodation in another part of Italy with grounds etc.... and my brain goes.. 'Big expense and effort and uncertainty while just kicking the can down the road' My logical side says... rather go back end of summer. BUT I really want to travel, I really LOVE the lifestyle here... absolutely stress free as opposed to SA.