It's so amazing that you have decided to grab a hold of your dreams in life and not worry about the social aspect. We are all different, and if we try to be the same our world will collapse. You mentioned that the closer you got towards your goals the worse you felt. I heard once that goals actually make us really unhappy. We strive and strive and when we hit it (or in some cases fall short) we feel empty. What really need to focus on is the journey. I hope your journey is wonderful!
RE: What is she talking about?