Sorry to hear about all the weight loss, I know you've lost a lot since your brother past away. Then being ill on top of all that. It's bee a rough couple of years. The world most certainly never going to get kinder, and people will always be greedy and selfish. That's the one thing I have learned about life that seems absolute. There are some exceptions for sure, but not many. I do hope things improve for you my friend, and for the world as a whole.