The pain never really goes away, you do learn to adapt to it just like you said. I've lost a lot of people in my life, so I understand all too well. I can't understand why people make fun of your family, that's just not appropriate and inhumane.

While life in this world today is better than it has been for thousands of years, humans can be very cruel and greedy. Some are downright evil. I don't expect much more out of this world of ours either, but you have your faith and that's what's the most important. Just keep hanging on and doing the best you can.

!PAKX