I think it's very brave of you to make this great effort to understand what causes these episodes. Your husband is a wonderful person, and I'm glad you have support and love during this process.

I wish we had been taught emotional management tools as children so we would know how to face the unexpected. At least we would have a starting point when we fall and have to get up.

I hope with all my heart that things will get better for you. I hope you find the peace you need, and that the seizures will eventually become less frequent. I hope you live a long and beautiful life, which I am sure you deserve 🦋 💐