Many of our problems, pain and dis-eases are rooted in holding on too tight. To persons, the past, emotions, belief systems or behavior patterns. While it's often better for our overall well being to just let go. Every time I'm holding on to something, in the long run my body tells me. I get an infection, my inspiration for writing doesn't come to me naturally and I'm no longer standing in my power. Often we hold on too tight even though we know that the way we are behaving or the way we are thinking doesn't serve us. But why is it so damn difficult not to fall into the same trap again and again and just break the pattern we find ourselves in? And even more important: how do we get out of this continuous vicious circle?
Change is often difficult. We've been programmed a certain way by our parents, school, society or we've programmed ourselves in later life collecting all these belief systems about ourselves and the world around us and consequently we established behavioral patterns. During your lifetime you develop certain neural pathways, and the more we use those neural pathways over years and years and years, they become very solid and deeply embedded, moving into deeper portions of the brain. By the time we are an adult, we have so many existing pathways that our brain relies on, it’s hard to break free of them.
Besides, oddly enough, painful feelings can be comfortable, especially if they’re all you know. Change is always scary, above all when you don’t know what’s coming next. Sometimes we have trouble letting go of our pain or other unpleasant emotions about our past, because we think those feelings are who we are. In some ways, we don't know who we are without this pain.
But, don't let it disencourage you. Changing takes a little effort, but it can be done. At the beginning, you will find yourself repeating and repeating the same situation over and over again. The first step is being aware that the way you are behaving or thinking doesn't help you. And being willing to change. Step two is to just not do it anymore. And how more frequently you repeat this new behaviour or thoughts, how more normal they become. Sounds simple, eh? It is. For a reason they say:
So the solution is to do it differently. But from since we were little children society, our parents, school taught us that if you want to achieve something, you should work for it. In this case... working hard sometimes means not doing nothing at all. So don't text that toxic person in your life, don't grab that bottle of wine if life gets hard on you, don't dwell in your past, stop whatever it is you want to stop. And give energy to the things you do want. Whatever you give your attention to, grows. It's quantum physics.
I'll give you an example of my own life so you know what I'm talking about. I'm an extreme emphatic person, I'm also a high sensitive person, so I always know what other people's needs are. Sometimes before they even know it. And I'm always prepared to help them out. Lately I find myself in situations that I sometimes spend whole days helping other people, listening to their problems, offering solutions, accompanying them to important doctor's appointments. I became aware that this is not helping me as I'm trying to get my own life back on track after a period of illness. But when such a helpless soul crosses my path, it's in my nature to reach out. Nothing wrong with that. The world needs this kind of warm hearted people. But, I'm not making progress with my own life. There's where it gets nasty. So I realised this. It still went on for weeks; helping out, reaching out, thinking of others first. Until I was tired of it. I wasn't moving forward in my life, I wasn't putting effort in creating my dream life, I didn't come far with my own goals, hopes and dreams. And I got angry with myself. There's where it stopped. I wrote my goals for the week, put an app blocker on my phone to not get distracted, said no to people and focused on my own projects.
When you're in a similar situation and you know something isn't good for you, collect all of your willpower to break the circle you find yourself in. Make a conscious choice. And do whatever it takes not to repeat whatever it is you want to stop doing.
There are several things you can do to change the situation.
Find what best suits you. And don't give up. You will notice, once you let go and I'm not saying it's gonna be easy, this becomes the new 'normal'. It's a matter of creating new neurological pathways. And everytime you get in this situation it will become easier. It could happen that you have a setback, relax, be gentle with yourself, take a deep breath and start over. It takes time, but you will get there in the end. Trust me! And you will get lighter and lighter by the day. And happier working towards the situations or people you do want in your life!
What are you holding on to that's no good for you? And what can you do to turn that around?
