@edje I think I'm used to being sort of a loner as is, so in a way it pisses me off even more so I vow to keep it together to create something constructive so when things open up more/again I will have that much more to offer the community and bring people together. Music is expression and brings people together so it has been a main therapy to keep me going. Also eating/sleeping right and getting out for even a walk helps keep me level