This is so damn relatable from here. I had to quit my previous jobs cuz they were killing the morale of the skills I have within. I feel so uncomfortable whenever I can't get the chance to put my skills into use wherever I work. This leads me to contemplate lot of things, to the extent that I get lost even when in public places. It further results in a big burst of inspiration for me regarding poetry, making me a big time overthinker. The time alone to contemplate gives me the peace I'd have ever requested from anyone.