No, they're 'doom' to you because you view with obvious commitment to it, so naturally there's emotion attached. That's not a negative because to commit to something is to have a predominantly positive view.

My view is almost only objective.

I'm also here because there's no law against anyone choosing to be here. Regardless of their view of here. Plus I study human behaviour and this is a very interesting platform to do that on. In future I believe much will be gained by understanding the fundamentals of what made this work, or not work.

People like me are valuable actually.
Once you put aside your disgruntlement you can begin to see the points of criticism as actually a person trying to help, or just offering a view from a different perspective. You don't want to exist in a cult where 'believe without doubt is mandatory' do you? (that was rhetorical).

Of course all of that is an option too.
You don't need to listen to me.
But I will continue to do as I do.

I'm on Parler and many other places.
As I said this is more than just fascination. It's a very valuable insight into the modern social experience of humans and the systems that we create and utilize.