As much as possible, I wouldn't want war to occur anywhere, but somehow it's already happening in some places in the world. It's sad and scary... and I don't really get the benefits of it especially in the modern world.
However, in the worst case scenario that my country was in war and I were to be conscripted to go and defend it, I'd go.
Only one of those guns in my photo above is real... the others were for airsoft. haha
My father and my father's uncle used to be part of the Philippine Constabulary before it became the Philippine National Police. I grew up listening to their stories during their training and experiences at work. There were times when they had crazy encounters and sometimes fun but really strict trainings.
My father joined when he was a teenager and even after he retired from the service, he's still fond of sharing his nostalgic memories. Not only did he share his stories with me, but also some of the exercises and trainings they did. He taught me a lot of things related to it.
Because of that, I'm fully aware that it wouldn't be easy. Even during my father's trainee days, one of his batchmates bit the dust while a couple others became psychologically impaired. How much more if it's an actual situation where one wrong move would take me to my last breath? Even my father had his share of awful experiences, but fortunately, he was able to overcome them.
In the given situation, I believe it's better to die doing something rather than not doing anything. Of course, that's the worst case... I just have to survive and do my best to end the war alongside my comrades. *Yes, it's easy to say, but difficult to do... however, this scenario isn't impossible at all.
Funny thing is that, I originally wanted to be a part of the military. I took up nursing in university and thought of joining the military afterwards. That way, I'd automatically get the second lieutenant rank. My father and my grandfather (father's uncle) were quite excited for it. However, my mother was hugely against it. (She'd die if I go..xD --- it's an exaggeration, but I get her point.) She didn't even want me to study nursing... well, I can't blame her, though. I was unfortunately born sickly and my body wouldn't really last long doing strenuous activities despite having a huge mind about and dedication for it.
I consider myself lucky that she somehow allowed me to study the major that I wanted although I'm not able to professionally practice it. At least, I was able to acquire the knowledge, skill and experience related to that field. Anyway, I enjoy my current career path and I'm not regretting anything. At least, I was able to shoot my shot.
Still, if worse comes to worst, I'd take the risk of disobeying my mom in order to protect her and my country. She'd probably understand my decision given the possible consequences. I'm guessing I'd be in the military with my dad, so we can work together alongside the others who chose to risk their lives to protect their family and their country.
I just hope this kind of situation won't occur, not only in my country, but also to others. Stay safe everyone!
