I love reading theory. I seek the truth about who controls and manipulates our earth behind the scenes. I've always wanted to talk to the puppet master's father. In 9th grade living in Hong Kong my clown looking red headed english teacher made us watch The Truman Show. This woke something within me that was being quieted my entire life up until that point. The fiery passion for the truth, for answers. I've wanted answers since i was a small child and no one could ever satisfy me. I used to annoy my dad when i was very small asking him "why?" to everything. Why's the sky blue? Why do we have a moon? Who controls the moon? Who said the moon controls the tides? How do they know? These questions made my father and most others around me write me off as being inquisitive and told me to go figure it out myself. Ok i said. Thus i sought out on an intensive solo research trip since i was about 18 years old. My interest started with this teen angsty "fuck the world" vibe, built out of anger and depression of existing in a world that wouldn't tell me why it existed or what the point of anything was. As i aged and researched further i became aware of the age old adage "follow the money" and started to do so.
I learned about the federal reserve, how the us dollar is backed by nothing but debt to rich jews, and that the society most operate in is but a performance, a show for rich old people whose hands will never be touched by common folk. This life path hasn't been easy and i've uncovered some really bizarre and mind bending truths. It's hard to relate and share myself with others sometimes because of how much i've learned and how much i still aspire to conquer (meditation helps this). I've studied everything from psychedelics (have taken all but ayahuasca), illuminati, reptilians, nearly every religion, Robert Anton Wilson's theory of dimensions, Osho, central banks and how they created monetary value on earth, metaphysics, numerology, astrology, the bloodline of those who control the banks (Rothschild, Rockefeller, Royal Family, Bilderberg Group), nutrition (what goes in our physical bodies and comes out), aryuveda, alchemy, cryptocurrency and so much more.
What made me think to write a post today was i was playing GTA V on xbox for the first time in months last night and something sparked within me. The game is a replica of reality. I used to think it was just this extreme alternate reality when i was kid playing Vice City. I thought it was an alternate reality because you could kill anyone, rob anyone, and do whatever the F you wanted to do at all times. It was nothing like "our" world of rules, laws, taxes, and constant trouble with the "law". I now realize i had a very dim view of how vast "our" reality really was/is. I hadn't done any drugs, never went to jail, had done no research on existence, knew no one that did "bad" things or was "crazy", i was underexposed. Vice City seemed like this utopia dreamland that would never be possible on earth.
As i was driving through Los Santos on GTA V last night and started moving my way through the cellphone device while driving (lol) it hit me that GTA is just mimicking our current reality and honestly trying to tell us to wake up and smell the coffee...do something about it. I completed a mission for the FBI, who was working for a large corporation (Bildgerberg group) that controlled the monetary layout of the GTA world. The large corporation in GTA controls the police, the banks, the stockmarkets, assets (oil, gold, silver), and most of the places to buy expensive things (cars, helicopters, designer clothes). I finished GTA V story mode last night and all three of my characters safely walked away from their missions with $28,000,000 each. In the process of completing their missions my characters invested in stocks that went sky high from insider information, got tattooed from head to toe, lost girlfriends/wives/children, killed numerous people and never got convicted, worked alongside the FBI, CIA, and Bilderberg group as a criminal, robbed and stole millions from central banks, and still made it out alive.
What finishing GTA V story mode taught me is that we can make it :) Or maybe more specifically that i can make it. That there is a way to finesse the system. If you listen well enough and know how to play your cards right you can acquire money (essentially tokens of life in this physical reality), interact and work with those that run the world (Bilderberg group), negate legal troubles, and do whatever it is that you want to do (tattoo your body, have 7 wives, make music, open a golf course, buy a yacht).
It is one of my main goals currently to acquire enough attention/currency/clout that i get invited or find a way in to sit down with the Bilderberg group. Sounds crazy, but it's really all i want to do; converse with the people that control the fate of this earth. I want answers and I'm going to get them :) No one can stop me.
Peace