At first, I thought wanting and attempted to die was the most difficult thing in life. But wanting to live is even more challenging. Even these days, I keep this card in the back of my mind that I have the option to exercise my free will even If it’s against my faith.

I have this in my back pocket always. It is more "mid mind" for me.

a proper certification is needed not only to measure my understanding but also to show to people out there that I am more than a capable of the things I learned and can use it in a work environment or getting paid for it.

This is pretty much all it is. Proof that you can learn something and be committed over a period of time to learn it. Sad really.