Being an Office jockey was never in my mind or a dreamed of job, in fact it felt like a step backwards.

It is interesting how people see the progression, isn't it? Some people think it is a step up to move away from physical work, others a step down.

My boss knew I could do it, my co-workers knew I could do it, I did not know if I could do it.

I think this is where I am at the moment in my head, though my colleagues haven't really talked much to me yet, other than a couple of close ones and my supervisor. I do have the sense that I will never be the same again though.

On a positive note I almost hit 100 HP for curation rewards for the month. (99.612).

I saw in your report. Not a bad month :)