I got the tag right @palikari123

This account is called @circle4jerks in honour of you and your boyfriend.

Interesting, since I had no idea who you were until a few months ago, but your alt was created in 2018.

Get help and work out why you are so angry. Since you focus so heavily on homosexuality, I would suggest you start there, as you might have some unresolved preferences. It is nothing to be ashamed of and there is help available to overcome your fears.