This has to be about a few years ago in Yorkshire. I met a cute dark skinned and unusually tall fellow at a little pub beside my house. We hit it off really well and of course started dating some months later. He was absolutely the best and i couldn't have asked for a better person.
I had a job as an analyst and he was IT engineer so yeah, we were definitely compatible.
One thing led to another and i got pregnant and also got scared. And guess what my bright idea was.... Yes, it was not to tell him.
Dumb, right? I know. So i left Yorkshire a month later after causing such a storm between us. I had no idea how hard it hit him.
It was not long after, i saw in the news that he hung himself just weeks after and when i finally listened to his voice messages, i knew at that point i was the cause of it all. Along the line, i lost the baby.
That's gotta be the worat thing anyone could do.
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