Very relatable! I think interacting with any form of AI always influences our consciousness, sometimes in ways that just make the mind numb. A couple of while back I read somewhere that the Microsoft operating system contains junk code that messes with the consciousness of the users. Don't know if it's really true but it could be plausible when you experience that spending enough time on these systems always has an effect on seeping out all the creative juices from the mind, consciousness becomes tired, so to speak.