CRYING IS A FORM OF THERAPY....... I cried in the early hours of this particular day.....😔Things has not been working as expected lately. This week has been roller coaster of emotion accompanied with a whole lot of stress. I felt so down😞 I felt so worked out😞 I felt so sad,I felt rejected and blamed myself for making some decision and taking certain risks🤦🏼. I was being too strong💪🏾 by myself and others I just wanted someone also to be strong for me.
I needed to be appreciated,I needed to be loved ❤, I needed to be understood also, I cried so much because something didn't go the way I expected them to go....... I felt like as much as am trying my best and coming through, I wasn't appreciated, I cried😭😭 because it felt like I was all alone.... I just wanted a breath of fresh Air without having to do so much, I wanted things to go well for me.....I wanted to do something meaningful and worth appreciated..... while in the mist of all that, I slept😴😴 for so many hours with swollen eyes and when I woke up I felt alive again knowing that I can't be all strong by myself , knowing that I needed to trust God completely and not try to do it with my own sense laying all my weight down because Jesus bears all the burden. And then I took some walks with some friends 👭and actually felt alive again, I felt refreshed and renewed.
If you have read it up to this moment, I just want you to know that you are doing your best , don't expect accolades from men. God sees you, He bears your burden and He's with you throughout the process....... He has never forsaken you .... He's holding your hands👫.... He loves 💖you completely.
Just trust the process and most importantly trust God.
I love you💜
