I can relate. That friggin smell. Also the ever increasing frequency of use until it was the norm once again. Then it sucked ass. But yeah the smell, and being around people who were partaking could bring any ex-partaker to their breaking point. Its an interesting pickle, in some ways easy to stop the habit, in other ways quite difficult. But when the time has come it’s better off without. It always turns into the same thing after a while, and quickly so. Not sure where you are but most/all dispensary weed here has to be irradiated. Which isn’t the worst its not like it’s radioactive, but not that appetizing either.