normally I am very skeptikal... but today I saw an intersing documentary ( i didn't have the time nor will nor energy to read your post ) but it was a franscican priest in poland in the most conservative part of the country where they had only 3 abortions running a healthcamp for kids with biological differences aka malformation... short life span etc... very courageous and inspiring... very hard... but as always God knows his own even before they die :) (or are born, what ever) :).