Don't worry ! no stress :)

Ahh, again you are confused :), you may not release it yet but the state of confusion being the largest is false. It's just a little estate in the empire of chaos :).

There is always light at the end of the tunnel, until God decides otherwise :).

Which Gov? Don't forget "gov" never violate treaty, it's only men and women momentarily part of those institution who do. Most have names, but all graves.

Which genocide? Nothing beat the white genocide actually :). So what is going on in your country?

Sniper, please this is a word I read most too often... is it simply a user of a long range rifle or a trained specialist in the arts of survival in hostile territory expert in the handling of long range rifles? Or by opposition I don't think a civilian law enforcement using a long range rifle apply for the word, as a lone pumped on SSRI individual in a full snap...

Quite the contrary, the most important and probably second or first most brutal moment in life is coming, death (the other being birth), so maybe it's just that you are adapting to this coming situation, in a way that is way different than all your experienced in your life until then, and may fail to recognize it.

Thank you for your kind wishes, and when in the pits of apparent perdition and isolation, be certain that God is present, always, at least to those who seek :).

seek and you shall find :). Who can stop the light of God?

And amazingly, you, again ! Unlocked a new possibility !!! it's crazy, just now... so you remember this little story with gibril... "his buddy" Ibliss... where does "his" light come from?

I am not sure how many of my most acute reader will understand the deepness of this one saying... or trans-piercing nature of this one, but it really a full other field of understanding/possibility (to be modest:)).