Yawn.
Another yawn.
I'll get some sleep when I get home. I know for sure that my beautiful comfy bed will be welcoming me with her arms extended and drift me off to Wonderland; I'm a grown up and I don't go to Neverland. It's a little hard to write about something when you're a little sleep deprived; chances are, after I take a nap of two or three hours, I'll be up all night again, yeah. And I don't have regrets about it. I guess I'm ranting again; that's so much fun.
No, I won't be finishing my any other drafts today; there are a few that are incomplete and I'll get back to them soon. There's also a movie review that I wanted to do but tomorrow I guess. Too many things I left pending to do which I will finish but haven't gotten around to yet; for example, reading books, plot for another miniature sized fiction or come up with a snappy idea for a shitpost; I haven't mastered shitposting yet. Come to think of it, I haven't mastered anything; I know a little bit of this and a little bit of that, but not an expert. Jack of all trades - slightly less than that; but I'm phunny. I'm having an itch to watch stand up comedy in YouTube (I'm in my office at the moment). Yes, I have started writing in my office; I'll finish it before midnight. Neh, no one in my office has any idea that I'm writing my post hehehe, I'm sneaky. come to think of it, no one has any clue of what hive or block chain or whatever the hell it is. They have created their own little world, doing their jobs is what matters to them. There's nothing wrong with it really; it's not like they don't want better lives or figuring out how to earn a quick extra buck because they are doing it but in a whole different way.
So, last night there was a storm; not just in my city but also in few other places. We have a particular name for summer storms, কালবৈশাখী ঝড়. I love storms; a big gush of wind that takes away all that suffocating, tiring, skin burning heat, add raindrops and voila; a very naturally refreshing atmosphere to snuggle in. The only downside of it is load shedding. Yes, electricity often times get cut off or the power distribution just shuts them off for a few hours to prevent electrical damage or related accidents. But another upside to counter, mosquitoes are gone from my room. Just thinking about it is making me yawn a few times. Perhaps you're thinking I'm too bored or over compensating or the sleep deprivation has cranked me up; there are two other options, All of the above and None of the above. Oh, please write your answer on the blank section of your answer sheet.
Am I sounding less chirpy? I am cheerful, just this is my usual vibes. Well, there's nothing to be sad about yet and there's nothing to be happy about too. I don't think any of us have any control over our emotions; we just know the control button of how to appear to other. If we want to show that we're okay even if everything around us is haywire, we smile brighter than usual. But today I'm in another mood; a little uplifting; you can say I'm feeling Surreal, just like my username. Isn't that something, to feel happily crazy; no, I'm not a loony. Feeling a little changed for some reason; I don't intend to find out why. We always find reason to feel cheerful but feeling cheerful without any reason is something that barely happens; so I'll relish that moment.
By the how are your days going? I decided not to talk about lock down and coherent subjects. Your Saturday is weekend and mine is work day; all is well, Friday is my weekend. Anyways, it's already past midnight which means movie time; I'm going to put some old movie on the player and watch, or not.
The last yawn.
