Still battling this dengue fever amidst all this other tough times. Then, i noticed today, hours ago, that my dad may have it too. He didn't eat any of his meals, then i touched him and found him shivery and with a very high temp and BP of 196. It crushed me. I just found myself wailing.

It is the first time too that i am experiencing my dad with a fever, to where he is so down. He can't sit up. He can't do nothing. I do wonder how people live when this is the life. I wonder how i live too.

I thank Jehovah.

I did want a complete breakdown during this dengue fever of mine but i couldn't fully-breakdown. There is just so much i want to do and "doing these things" is where my healing really lies. Else, i will never really heal and i won't quit even if my body shatters.

I want to do alot for my dad too. I want to try at least. My mum wanted this for him. I am sure the stress was too much for her. Daily stress from watching this man suffer. Perhaps, leukemia happened from this stress. I know it, i feel it. So, i just must do something.

I started writing a first fundition post yesterday but somehow my PC went off and i lost the draft and it pained me alot but i will be back to it, once some of my fever pains reduce.

I didn't go to the hospital. I must heal at home. Plus ofcourse, i am not going anywhere "doing blood tests etc". Not me!

I will be back in a bit. Not stronger but back all the same.

Don't worry, i am positive. Evidence of this is with steemgigs.org, ulogs.org, untalented, teardrops, macrohard etc

Your Boy Terry

@surpassinggoogle

Conclusion

Disregard if you have participated!

Hi family, note that the whole ecosystem for the Teardrops SMT will be built around "certified uloggers". It will reward "proof of tears" or "mining the human" and will be used also as a token of influence on 3 steem-based interfaces i.e steemgigs.org, ulogs.org and macrohard all of which are modeled to "mine the human" into its awesomest version and all of which will be built around "a growing list of certified uloggers".

It is time to grow this list and gather now.

Note that the teardrops smt will seek to reward "past deeds" too. The @teardrops token should be loved and succeed, "bulls or bears" because "human" is involved.

Thus, we will build this token around "certified uloggers" as these ones are "true celebrities" who are also "true fans" of human and ofcourse of the "teardrops token", which is "an emblem of human".

It is time to gather now.

Kindly help me participate by going through this google form and filling it up, if you have done a post at any time, under any of these tags: #ulog #untalented #steemgigs #teardrops #surpassinggoogle.

https://goo.gl/forms/jR5sPPoqkwM8zzvl1

If you have never done a post under any of the tags mentioned earlier above, please read this form carefully and participate, by filling it up: https://goo.gl/forms/G1GmCp83lcmM5xeZ2

Consider contributing a video ulogacy for uloggerstv

We will gradually be sending out a URL linking to exclusive chat-rooms for "certified uloggers". We will send this in an email.

Please share appropriate form to any friend or acquaintance, who has a steem account.

Special Note

If you are a developer or anyone who passionately loves these projects e.g ulogs.org, the teardrops SMT etc and would like to help build it, kindly send an email to [email protected]

There is a lot to build.

When it comes to raising some capital, it is not very defined yet what we will do but again, with "a truly solid community of brothers", nothing is impossible. It is highly likely that there won't be an ICO, even though our primary project ulogs.org is aiming to "surpass google" and would require a budget, we will look for ways to accomplish our goal without an ICO, taking the more testimonial harder route.

When a team is in place though, these are things that we will discuss.

Another Special Note

We implore to kindly use ulogs.org in the art of ulogging. We truly want you to love ulogs.org and what it represents. We want you to be an active part of ups-&-downs and its stories and histories. We want to create a world of "true celebrities" in the form of certified uloggers.

Together, we want to emanate "great men and women", each of which can empower generations. These things and more! We would also love you to do your #untalented & #teardrops posts, using these ulogs.org editors:

Kindly vote for the "steemgigs" witness.

Dedicating My Entire Steem/Steemit Journey To My Mum

If you want to support an extra witness and you support mine "steemgigs", it will be really helpful. To vote my witness, simply visit https://steemit.com/~witnesses and upvote "steemgigs" or simply click Here to do it on one click!

If you want me to make witness voting decisions on your behalf, simply visit https://steemit.com/~witnesses and type in "surpassinggoogle" in the second box for proxy.