Phew!
Nursing a child(more so two) can be so much work. The moment you want to sleep, that's when they cry for your attention and vice versa. But nicely, it's the kind of work one is excited about

I'm happy you made it through covid. I can only but imagine what thoughts ran through your he'd in that time. The fear of covid alone is destabilizing. I'm happy for you.

And, my condolences on the loss of your grandmother.