Another week to wonder and ponder on who comes up with these topics and what their thought pattern is.
Of a truth, I never have thought of what life would be like in this manner - if it were to be a game. I don't play games much. Back then, when I did, it was much of PES, which I still play, only that that happens every once in a while. There's hardly the time for it. Then, it was candy crush. Interesting game. I achieved over level five thousand, and then, one day, my phone crashed, and I had it replaced.
Trying out the game from level one felt really off, so I just let it go. Amd I've been without ever since.
I would have easily associated my life with a football game, but that would be pathetic. It would mean that I have almost no control over my life, and I'm just being tossed here and there, which isn't true.
The game that comes close, even just a little to describing my life, would be the puzzle game. The puzzle game, as you may already know, is characterized by piecing tiny incomplete pictures together to make a whole.
That's what it's like for me. Every moment, in every day, and for all the areas of my life, I'm trying to fix myself. It's not like I'm broken or anything. I'm just trying to make sense of my life. Trying to figure things out, experimenting on what works, making mistakes, and going back to the last level.
Sometimes, it seems like I am already making a headway. The pieces may even be coming together and just when I am almost done with placing and piecing all the bits together do I realize that I missed important details and/or mixed things up, which means I'm getting it all wrong.
When this happens, it means that I have to untag everything and start afresh. A few lucky times, I only have to untagged some pieces, not every time.
So as a response to Digi-Prompts #018, i would say that If my life were a game, it would be the puzzle, cause right now, I'm busy with trying to understand what it is with me and how to put the details of my life together to create a whole, beautiful picture.
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