It's really weird though how fast shit can happen. They pay through the nose to live there but it's a nice apartment complex and the pool area isn't even that crowded. With how things have changed around here, the quiet and being able to gather over there it was the most beautiful summer, almost to good to be true, never seen us so close and happy than the nightmare struck. Of course there's always the nightmare, never fails. Totally destroyed everything and it could be months, maybe a year or more before, if ever, things get back to normal. It was just to good to be true. I now sit wondering if my oldest son will ever be the same again after his break down in 2020. I really wish I knew what happened with him.