I do the same thing all the time with thoughts rushing through my head then I sit down to write them and somehow they just vanish. Maybe it's not that they actually vanish but in all due honesty does anyone really even care? Then I decide to just go off wandering around blogging because what I've found in reality is that more people care that you respond than they care that they respond to you. Either that or I am literally among the classification of people who are the most boring in the world, I could believe that but there's way to much empty space on many people's blogs for it to just be me. But then maybe bloggers are the most boring people in the world and that's why they blog, no one in real life is interested in what they have to say? I think I am opening a can of worms here I won't be able to dig myself out of.

For me though I think it goes back to what I think I may have ended up doing in life if my life hadn't been disrupted. (That's a whole different story) I may have actually been a reporter or journalist in life. Seemed like I was geared to go in that direction in my early high school years, I was the editor of the front page for our junior high school newspaper. Many years later I ended up grounded back into what I enjoyed the most in those early years. I've always liked being well informed and expressing opinion. Maybe I missed out on my calling in life but blogging gives me a outlet to share a like minded interest in what goes on in the world. It was a totally flux thing that I ran across a blogging platform and I was like wow there's a lot of people who like to discuss current affairs....but writing about them in length?...not so much, might as well be where the old newspapers use to end up, at the bottom of bird cages.