lol, my pessimism is solidly grounded. Some family history, a dad who was a pervert who liked young girls, a alcoholic abusive mother, a sister chopped into itty bitty pieces in the remote Sierra Nevada Mts. in California and burned in a barrel in the state's worse case of mass murder, a brother serving life for great bodily harm less than murder, another brother served a number of years for the same then once released did the same again, plus murdered someone, reincarcerated and got a second life sentence for murdering his bunkie, another brother who spent fifteen years behind bars basically for stupidity, a sister who was a stripper. That's just riding their ups and downs if you know what I mean....I'll opt for pessimism on this one, I'd say I survived by erring on the side of caution when it comes to the worse.