You see I had this minnow boosted. All that work for thirty seven cents. This story reflected upon my fear there is a breaking point, realizing that and pulling back to protect myself. I have many, many stories that'd take about this length to tell, even had a psychologist once tell me I should write a book because no one comes out standing after all I've experienced. This site would love for you to give them away for nothing. Never going to happen unless I get to a point I can help my own self pay for my efforts. lol. I don't even know if the boost helped much as once you think you have to now split that dollar you spent with others I don't even think you break even, I think that's a loss unless the steem gained makes up for it.