Man, last Thanksgiving was something else. I did not do anything. Nothing. I feel so unproductive now. Christmas is coming up, too. I'll try not to waste it doing some useless shit, like posting rambling on Steemit. For now, this is what I want to do though.
Well, technically, I did go through a bunch of Youtube videos on stocks and trading ("did go" is grammatically incorrect, please excuse me). I feel like I did not apply myself rigorously. Comparing to most of my friends who are on study mode after work, I'm just breezing through life. Man, why are there so many tryhards in tech. Can't everybody just chill for a while at the end of the year before going hardcore working? Not like anyone could do 8 hours a day here. You either put in 10 hours or more to get enough money on overtime or trying to to meet deadlines if you're on salary. So they can work 10 hours and then go home and study, imagine that. Maybe I should start doing something similar.
I'm having a few interesting ideas but most of my time has been either working, reading/watching stocks related materials, then some practice reading crypto charts, a few minor Steemit posts here and there. I wonder when I'll make it to the big boys, moving money in thousands in the span of a few months. Probably never. That's why game like GTA exists. It panders to the hope and dream we'll be somebody we'll probably never be. But I digress. This is not a time for silly self-pity.
It's a time for trying to gauge my interest. Lucky for me that there's Steemit. I could do a diary blog with rather personal details and no one would bother reading it. It's like a blog where you could say all the stupid, contrite shit and would offend nobody. Nice. So I'm just going to start posting random walls of text. It would probably deter a lot of people from reading it. Afterward, I'll come up with some controversial topics and just write it like it is. That would be very liberating, just talking out of your ass with no trigger-prone people around. Decentralized is the only way for voicing baseless, unadulterated opinions.
Huzzah for blockchain tech, huzzah for overhyped crypto currency, and huzzah for maybe a crash in the next 5 years. I'll be holding until I die.
