It's hard to say the way things go as they can get weird. My life's been a lot of that. What most people don't realise in their quest for me-ness is the fact you aren't really special as far as the world is concerned. It's only then as things fuck up you realise that other people are indeed special. You'll notice them as they help you get back on your feet as they have been through similar shit. The worst people are always the ones that have sailed by thinking they are gods.