Dear friend, you have really passed through a lot but I just want to implore you to keep staying strong.

"So I'm out of debt, and I have a little BTC and gold in my savings. My heart is 90% better than it was a year ago, thanks to the surgery 6 months ago, like night and day. I got my life back! I literally made my dreams come true - this was only a dream 12 months ago."

I love this part in your post and I am so sure the future is brighter than how it looks like right now