I was welcomed by this beautiful creature as I climbed up the mountain ,I just wanted to be alone ,just alone ......not ready to communicate with any human,the options I have received from men of late have proved abortive in helping me solve the problems I have been through, it is now time to enjoy some "me time". I needed to have a discussion with me and also with the Creator who I believe so much in his existence ,He has given me directions in time past that have helped me ,now I needed to hear from him so that he can guide and give me some instructions.
I don't know the name science has given to this reptile that has come to welcome me ,maybe it has a clue of how disturbed I am and how I needed to be comforted at such a time as this.Only a month ago a friend names James came along with great joy talking about a discovery he just made and how we were going to turn to millionaires so soon.He explained the foreign exchange(forex) business to me just like a man who found a mountain of treasure.
We were going to pay some so called experts a subscription and they would supply us with forex signals on our phone and all we have to do is " copy and paste",even my dog should be able to copy and paste if she was computer literate,unfortunately she's not.
I looked everywhere for money just to get money,I searched and searched ,I was able to get 400dollars to get started, 200 dollars for the registration with the "renowned" experts and the remaining 200 dollars as the capital to start trading with.
I dedicated the first week to training, I learnt a lot about forex trading and how to do my "copy and paste" effectively. By the second week I was so eager to show my skills and rake in all the money.The second week was so memorable as the money began to "rush in" ,my total balance rose to 345 dollars, if like should continue like this ,I can easily get the used car I have always desired to have .
The third week wasn't so memorable as the money refused to grow,I heard that things like that usually happen in forex.The fouth week came like a bang of a sledgehammer and hit me so bad that all my capital vanished from the account.
What happened?
Where is my money?
Where did the "renowned expert " miss it?
Questions without answers.
I had no options than to take a trip to the mountains. I needed to pray,I needed consolation but not the ones humans can offer.I have 2 beautiful girls and a wife who look up to me for inspiration, I can't afford to fail them.I would keep fighting even with bloodied hands and face.No retreat no surrender. The fight must go on !!
This is not the time to give up.......but I need to be consoled.