Fell in love with the soul,
Not the face..
Mistakes in her, not even a trace..
Nothing more or less,
Perfect and blessed,
Every moment was a bliss..
That smile, melted me into this
Soft person for her..
Every smile fooled my heart,
My mind was dreaming,
I wasn't alert..
I felt my soul calling..
Sweet tidings they were,
To meet a mermaid among fishes,
But could I tell my feelings?
Just to burn everything to ashes..
Felt confused and burdened..
Asked people who I thought was learned..
Go for it! They said..
But I got called as a friend instead..
Was it the answer?
Or the expression..
I regretted my confession
Felt broken..
Everywhere I go,
The memory hits me BACK..
I want to run away,
Please change that answer..
Mistook those moments
For love, oh stupid me..
Listening to my heart not my mind..
I needed this heartbreak,
Yes it made my soul ache..
From this dream I had to wake..
Valued you over me, Now watch me go..
I didn't curse you,
But instead prided myself that person like you doesn't deserve me..
Who put you front, then myself,
I won't love anyone the same way..
I love and I hate you..
But I can't change you,
So I'm gonna replace you..
I never felt what true love is..
But I know for real what one-sided love feels like!!