Wow, today was hard. I took my last classes and said “farewell” for a while to friends at our yoga center in Tennessee before we move to Puerto Rico on Saturday. It’s not goodbye...we will be back. But it’s definitely a shift as this won’t be our resident town after the move.
I feel conflicted. No, “conflicted” is not the right word, because I have felt no conflict or second guessing of our decision to move. But just...so many emotions are coming up all at the same time! I guess confusion is a better word for what I’m feeling this week. We are following our dream!! Moving to a tropical island and renovating our dream home down there. 😃 😆
...but, in that process we are leaving everything and everyone we know and love here.... 😕 I feel thrilled, excited, eager, and adventurous!! But also like I’m letting go of, or at least loosening my grip upon, so many things that are dear here to me. So many highs and lows I’m feeling all at the same time. Honestly, some moments I just feel numb because all the feels combined are overwhelming.
But it’s on and this is happening. We made this happen. I want this move to happen!
Next week it will be a full moon. In San Juan the moon will rise just after sunset next Tuesday and Wednesday. This feels like very auspicious timing and symbolic the full manifestation of our dream to move there. I see it as a moon blessing. 😊🌝✨I’m going to sit on my new ocean patio those nights with my Man, our kids, and some champagne 🥂 and enjoy the full splendor.