Home should always feel like home unless your parents aren't there anymore.

Yeah, it is still home, but comes with the discomfort that I should be out there doing something about making mine.

But I regretted it now because I haven't have a good memory of him after my mom's gone. Now that they're both gone

Wow, sorry about that.

if the goal is making memories with them, then I can do that easily by organizing a hangout with them occasionally. But yeah I need to be financially capable for that.

Maybe I just missed my home or I just want to go back to the time that my dad is still there. You know what I mean?

Do you have siblings? You guys can decide to do a get together, and meet at your parents' place and form memories together.