It's time to tune into your own self. To first, see yourself for EXACTLY who you are and then acknowledging and accepting yourself.
Just the way you are. Pretending to be okay, to smile all the time, to not face the fears and insecurities, is in a way, not accepting your own self somewhere.
Although these may not be visible at the surface, they may keep coming to you as you hold on to these imperfections about yourself subconsciously.
Be comfortable in your own skin. And with the acceptance and acknowledgement, half of your issues will be resolved on their own.
@stargreen