Today is my birthday. This is the anniversary of my expulsion from my mother's uterus. My womb emancipation, if you will.
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I have a fraught relationship with my own birthdays. I have a hard time celebrating myself.
I also never expected to live this long. I've dealt with depression and suicidal ideation for a while. Frankly,
I just expected to be dead by now and I did not have a problem with that.
While listening to Seth Godin's new podcast, Akimbo, I was brought to think about why I have viewed life like that.
The gist of it: I have never felt significant, or unique in a good way. I have viewed myself as totally replaceable most of my life.
I am at a much better place now and have been able to look at my life and celebrate this day as a mark of another year and hopefully many more to look forward to.
On a related note, I want to know how all of you wonderful people celebrate your birthdays.
Until next time, be blessed.
~Sam
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