I'm so full of these unnecessary emotions, that distract my mind from thinking straight. It makes me feel dumb and empty. Right now I just wanna make steemit an avenue to release my melancholy.
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"Dark Thoughts" tectonic movements of my malicious mind due to the high intensity contractions of my heart
leading to the increase of pressure inside my blood vessel pain in my head I can no longer see things darkness becomes the absence of light, O the irony
help is not yet on the way lies turned out to be real hallucinations started to exist will someone pull me out in this whirlpool of death
locked up in my room, without a clear thinking demons whispering to stop the pain with an edge all I can see are ricochets being aimed, and triggers being pulled am I giving up? but there's a light I am now confuse the confusion became a thread of saving grace my right hand won't let gowill I continue live?
to myself:please continue to live, help me to continue living
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