CONFESSION OF A STEEMIAHOLIC

Do I really need help? This is my story

My name is sparklez and I am a Steemiaholic. Steemiaholic is a term given to a person who is so addicted to steemit. And that is the recent title given to me.

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When one drinks too much, he becomes an alcoholic, when you do too much shopping, you become a shopaholic, Ok. All these above mentioned ones needs to be controlled I get, but does my own need control? Am a Steemiaholic. Is that like a positive thing or negative? Does too much good thing kill? As a steemian, I hardly sleep at night, looking and reading beautiful post and content, posted by other people on their blogs, I hardly blink because I find them fascinating. I wake up every morning after catching a short sleep, with eyes still begging like the eyes of a slug. I still rush to my phone to check my post if I’ve gotten some extra upvote or a new comment, my passion, the fun increases everyday, I even left my job. Most times, I will be talking to a friend and before you know it, am lost in space, like someone got my switch somewhere, where am I lost in? am lost on a planet where I could get new idea for a steemit project or a very good content, I become lost to thinking of a way to help steemians around me, how to help youths who got nothing to feed on, I become lost where am thinking of how to empower the youths. Is that a bad thing?

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Every time I look at people like @velimir, @ejemai, @papa-pepper, @anomadsoul, @gloglo, @eurogee, @ehiboss, @destinysaid, @nairadaddy, @fisteganos, @nikflossus, @surpassinggoogle, these people have paid their dues and gone to lengths to make steemit heard, that’s why they got my respect. They all have their success stories and am hoping mine comes soon, no I think my is here already. I can’t stay without checking my phone for @ginabot notification, I can’t do without staying off @stach discord, whaleshare discord @adsactly discord@dorbatim @steemitschool servers. It’s like my phone calls me like Scorpion “get over here” (In scorpion’s voice in Mortal Kombat) lol. You take my phone from me, I might not cry, but tell me not to look at the steemit platform for like 5mins and its like you are planning to rob me, get rid of me, snatch my wallet that is as fat as the bible, well kokoma kill me in a Nigerian tone. I so much cherish the steemit platform that I think if with number of times my eyes have been on the platform, I will actually win the contest. Am looking at you and am thinking, this girl will be a very good post. Am listening to a song an am saying to myself, this song will be a very good post. When I sleep, in my dreams I hear @thejohalfiles, @ned, @hendrikdegrote calling my name…sparklez sparklez. I am eating and thinking, am like wow this food is so tasty, I can feel the taste and am saying to myself, I think I can use this tongue to write a post on @steemstem?... hmm! Or maybe as a professional cook I could contact @allasyummyfood to call me for an interview…lol.

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I think I will go for a 40 days praying/fasting to God, asking Him to delegate some of his steempower, because I know God is on steemit, that’s why steemit keeps striving. I will say to Him “God can you delegate steem power to me, so I could always encourage good, worthy and intelligent content, all of them, so I could help set up projects that would help the steemit community continue to grow, and also to help in the great rise of Steem. I will go on to remind Him of the place in the bible Matt 7:7 that says > “Ask and it shall be giving, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be open unto you…And God will just smile at me an immediately huge SP delegation and you could picture me fainting after the delegation. Must times I look at the crypto market and the steem chart and literarily use my hand to move the Steem to a $50 per Steem. I even picture myself doing a crazy selfie with @sweetsssj, @poeticsnake, @krazykrista, @lindahas, @mosunomotunde, and also doing acroyoga with @karensuestudios, and I will be called blessed is the man amongst ladies. I almost trekked to the presidential villa (Aso rock) just to create a steemit account for the president of Nigeria, he needs to be on steemit, but I couldn’t go again because it’s only those that are well fed and got lots of steempower that will have the power to go there…hahaha! Please are all this dreams a bad thing? I think am getting too high, so high on steemweed. Steemit is like my Krypton, I melt and get high anytime I hear her whisper my name…steemit I love you!

I am @sparklez and am a Steemiaholic! Is that a bad thing?