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Contest 142: Mis inseguridades
Hola Hola
Aquí vamos:
¿Hay algo que ves dentro de ti mismo de lo que no estás seguro?
Mucho, mucho, mucho. Hay mucho dentro de mí que me crea inseguridad, pero muchas de esas inseguridades son gracias a no saber con quién me estaba rodeando en ese tiempo de pre adolescente.
Que lastima que otras personas puedan hacerte creer que eres inferior, lamentablemente no supe seleccionar mis amistades en ese tiempo y la verdad que la que escogí no fue la mejor.
Gracias a Dios no la tengo cerca, creo que nadie sabe mucho sobre eso, aunque no es una cosa de morir, ella fue una de las que me hizo cuestionar muchas cosas de mi aspecto físico y cuando tengo dudas esas inseguridades salen de mi parte oscura y me juzgo mucho.
Gracias a terapias, o ejercicios que aprendí las pocas veces que fui a terapia, los aplico y me hago sentir hermosa, lo mejor es que a medida que maduro como mujer eso menos me va afectado, pero creo que fue una parte muy importante es mi desarrollo como adolescente - adulto.
Creo que no he visto lo que es, eso es mi peso corporal. Yo no era gorda, pero siempre fui corpulenta, grande. Me juzgaban por mi peso. Además de ser ingenua, me agarraban como ratón de laboratorio a experimentar y yo me dejaba.
En fin, eso fue hace muchos años, así que hoy día aprendí de eso, solo que no dejo de ser ingenua y creerle a las personas.
English
Contest 142: My insecurities
Hello hello
Here we go:
Is there something you see within yourself that you are not sure of?
A lot a lot a lot. There is a lot inside of me that creates insecurity, but many of those insecurities are thanks to not knowing who I was surrounding myself with in that pre-adolescent time.
What a pity that other people can make you believe that you are inferior, unfortunately I did not know how to select my friends at that time and the truth is that the one I chose was not the best.
Thank God I don't have her around, I don't think anyone knows much about it, although it's not something to die for, she was one of those who made me question many things about my physical appearance and when I have doubts those insecurities come out of my dark side and I judge myself a lot.
Thanks to therapies, or exercises that I learned the few times I went to therapy, I apply them and make myself feel beautiful, the best thing is that as I mature as a woman that affects me less, but I think it was a very important part of my development as an adolescent - adult.
I don't think I've seen what it is, that's my body weight. I wasn't fat, but I was always stout, big. They judged me by my weight. In addition to being naive, they took me like a laboratory mouse to experiment and I let myself.
Anyway, that was many years ago, so today I've learned from that, only I can't stop being naive and believing people.
Soy Ana Fuentes💜💜
-Fotos Redmi Note 9S