As a son, many of us have issues with our fathers. I certainly do. I was lucky enough to know that he cared for me and still does. However, as a father now, it is even more strange and I have more questions.
Confession: When I hear the Cats Stevens song , Father and Son I am like woah, how did he get all this in a song. A+ Mr. Cat .
I have a 4 year old. I am a father now. So I can't help think about my father when he was my age. Man, this is heavy! I feel bad about how much trouble I gave him. I feel bad that I didn't hug him or want to get to know him in a way outside of just "dad". It is enlighting but comes with a meloncholy feeling.
The world is a strange, beautiful place. We must try to enjoy the days we have here. I am not old, but I am not young, and I know things move fast. Ten years goes by like a long dream. Filled with colors, excitement and dissapontment. Embrace it.
I am not sure anyone will relate to this but thank you for letting me sound off on this very cold and quiet morning .
