I think you have achieved the wisdom to step into the role of an observer of life and of the other people around you, which is quite a difficult thing. Just as it is also difficult for a person to be able to remain alone. I know a lot of people who just aren't capable of that. Coming home, if they happen to be alone, they immediately turn on the television because they cannot stand in silence, nor without the company of other people. I find this quite sad.