So important thoughts! Thank you for sharing them with us!
I hope the situation resolves fast.
I am very happy to live in a country where the health and social system works. And even here we had times where doctors had to decide who lives and who dies, and that should not be a thing you have to do.
Healthcare systems around the world have been neglected and not kept in good shape for so long, hopefully the officials will change their way of work in this matter.
Good luck! Stay safe and healthy and as you said positive.