Thanks sweetheart, I understand your concern.
Perhaps you missed this sentence.

Now, I've just given up and write to live up to the standards I've set for myself.>
I read Amber's post. Remember I trained Amber first and the hours and hours of myself I poured into her. I know know the struggles she goes through. I lifted her out of them once.
I read Dreem's post as well. Had a personal chat with Amber too..
I don't struggle with any of those things.
I love to write and take what comes my way.
I am a learner at heart and I know each community expects a different kind of package.
I would like to adapt myself better to the POB community .
I know this is one of those communities I would be hanging around a lot.
Don't worry, I am fine, ♥️ you @edystringz