"This family doesn't need money. This family doesn't need you to change the world. This family needs you...to be the vine and the heart of the home." My husband, Jared's words towards me tonight. Way to make a person feel guilty.
Since I've joined Steemit, I've been spending much of my time here. On Facebook, there is no prospect of payout, no opportunity to meet and connect and discuss with strangers all over the globe. No matter how popular I am. We are poor according to American standards. Not to mention Jared starts his new job tomorrow after 3 weeks of being unemployed. Last week we went to the food pantry because I ran out of meals. (Thank God for food pantries--they sure have changed! We got two cases of yogurt, fresh fruit, fresh meat. It was amazing!!)
He brings out the photo album. "Look here, 7 years ago, this was your world. You lived and breathed and spent all of your time devoted to the children and some day you will look back and wish you devoted more of your time with them. Look how little Javin was...now you orbit away from us and spend all this time on Steemit!"
I really can't help it at this point. I feel that I have something of value to add to this place and I feel that this place has something of value to add to me...I want to reach the whole world with my posts and articles. I want to change the world...And I want to prove that I can.
He says, "You say it's about bringing money into this home, but I know you. For you It's not about helping this family monetarily, you want to be big. You want to be a mover and shaker. You want to change the world."
Can't I have both? Can't I change the world and take care of my family? Is there no grey area here?
I spend much of my time as a homemaker caring for my family. Yet I spend much time on Steemit. Steemit has me hooked! Really at this point there is no cure. Just being real.
Oh, Steemit, what have you done.
That said , I guess it's all about finding a balance. I can give my best in both realms if I try my very utmost. That is my conclusion.
Are you a mover and shaker?
Thanks for reading!
Much love, snowpea ❤😘🙂🌸
