to believe I don't belong

This!

It's a feeling we all have more than anyone lets on. It causes more pain to a person than ever should be possible.

It also shows how alike we all are. How we see, read, and think about a person, is not the whole depth of a person.

It shows perfectly in so many ways how humans, no matter where or who they are, all have doubts. Deep doubts about who we are and where we belong. It shows how alike all of us are. Yet, it is not discussed because we do not want to let on that we all get scared of opening up too much to others and getting hurt.

We need to stop thinking that talking about what is really upsetting a person is whining when they have so much... Because no one really knows a person's whole journey through life.

What should bring us together to help each other when down, as it would have happened when towns were small, and everyone knew each other and relied on those in the same city, has been lost along the way. Now we are to be strong alone and not let anyone see when we suffer, but the dark hole just gets deeper.

The last is never healthy.

I wish you many eye-opening revelations on this month's journey.

I have faith you will work out many things over the course of the coming month.

HUGE HUGS!!